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Sacrifice 4 the prson i love
Tuesday, October 11, 2011 | 11:13 AM | 1 comments
Hello...lama Aikha x post entry fasl diri sndiri kan...ok2...hrini nk melepaskan rndu kat korng semua..aiceh ayt...hee...tp bla belek2 blik title entry kli ni agk sensitif la...sbelum tue..sorry kpada pihak yg maybe terasa hati... :) Sbelum tue..diberitahu la awl2...ye..entry ni x de kena mngena dngn BF ke hapew k..nk thu ? jom geledah crita dkat bwah...crita benar..Dulu masa primary school .. Aikha ad jgak geng2 ni.. tp lpas dh msuk Secondary School ... bnyk dah buat haluan msing2... jrng dah la jmpa ? brsembng kew hapew ke..hnyalh msa ad program di skolah lma kami...sedihh oiii...Bila msuk secondary school.. Aikha dpat group bru...aiceh...sronok ar..kan...semua baik2.. maybe dlm group tue ad jgk yg x suka2 ni..but msih semua under control... Aikha maybe lbih rpat dngn sorng budk ni...baik sngt2..cntik pon cntik..pndai pon pndai...cuma .. dy jd rebutan dlm group ni...semua nk rpat dngn dia saja...including me..klau boleh plih...Aikha pon nk rpat dngn dya..sbb rhsia2 diri aikha...bnyk yg dy tahu...we r always sharing our story together..pastue antra slh seorng dlm group aikha ni...dy ni just nk control budk baik tue sorng2 ja...Aikha mmng agk x senang dngn prngai dy tue...kdng2 tue...suka show off ..tp x dinafikan dy kdng tue..baik...cuma attitude dy ja..n yg lg sorng...aikha rsa dy okey ja...kami maybe lbih rpat tiga orng .. Cuma mcam aikha..msty dy pon nk rpat dngn budk baik tue kan...cuma dya bnyk beralah dngn kami...yg tue mmng aikha tabikk arr... So..lpas dh brbulan2 si budk yg suka kontrol tue still dngn prngai dy...so ok..go ahead...aikha dh amik kputusan .. i will sacrifice 4 the person i love ..Hurm..now maybe aikha dh x berapa rpat dngn si bdak baik...klau ad pluang..msty aikha suka sisihkan diri...aikha buat tu pon kwan2 aikha yg lain...tak kan la aikha nk sronok2 sdngkan kwan2 lain x suka...so baik kita mngalah kan..tp x brmksud aikha x kan ckap dah dngn budk baik...ckap tue confirm la...tp trus trng...klau aikha tngok bibit kmesraan antra budk kontrol dngn budk baik...mmng sedey kowt..sbb kdng2 tue dy just nk buat aikha jelus...aikha dh korbnkan kwan baik sndiri utk dy tp ntah la..maybe dy tak suka aikha kowt..aikha x mntax pon surh dy kenang2 budi kew hapew kew...aikha cuma hrap budk baik happy dngn dy... Mmng x boley tipu dri sndiri...Aikha syng sngt2 budk baik..aikha hrap dy heppy slalu...dan bdak kontrol..Aikha dh mengalh so tak prlu la buat aikha jelus dah kay... aikha x than la tngk...just be yourself .. ok ? dn kpada yg lg sorng .. hee... lpas ni.. ampa suma dh tau kan sbb kami dh x brapa rpat dngn hmpa ? hee.. Aikha syng semua...tak nk sbb ego..smua brpish ok... :) ksudhnnya...Aikha dh pon brjaya brkorbn utk budk baik...Klau aikha mngis pon tak pew..sbb bole tngok korng ketawa..kan3? hee...hbis dh la crita td kan..now aikha dh x de ap2 utk dicoretkan lg..so aasalamualaikum...take care ur friends n hindari la misunderstanding kay ? byebye |